wwwjosh

I'm getting used to Him now. It would be wrong to liken Him to a friend, because He's much better, but worse. It would be wrong to call Him a neighbor, because none of my neighbors stalk me, leave me tokens, watch me, 'prepare' me. Hm, yes, prepare is such a fitting word, implying the readying for food for a meal, but alternately the training of an... apprentice? No matter. I suppose I'll find out what it is He's doing sooner rather than later. The blank spots are beginning to fill in now. I get... flashes... of what happened while I was prepared. Every time I try to think of what I had been doing, that word comes to the foreground of my thou